.the.hateful.
name: juanken
age: fourteen
birth: 21st march
email: scorchingmoon@hotmail.com
zodiac: monkey
(i wanna be cat!)
birth number:
9 (psychic.)
star sign: aries
live: attic, 3rd floor
school: saint gabriel's secondary
treat: chocolates only!
positive: drawings, creativity
handwriting, collection of diaries,
flexibilty? (no split!)
negative: forgetful, humanities flunker
likes: rain, the moon
antiques, diarying
(currently on my 7th diary!)
cats, fireflies, exodus band
magic, all things japanese
hates: sun uncovered by clouds
school, everything leftbrained
chinese, robots and manequins
science (meddles with magic)
bands: good charlotte, evanescence
the used, funeral for a friend,
linkin park, greenday
mostly metal and rock,
cause i love lead guitars!
skills: fluting, manga
hexingblessing, voodootarot
creative stuff, poetry
weird quirks:homework written on hand
walks around in attic when bored
fortune telling:
colour to rid bad karma:
black, yellow
colour to get good karma:
white, blue
lucky number:
seven (magician.)
phobias:
xenophobia (strangers. kinda.)
agoraphobia (open spaces.
it feels like something can get you anytime...)
robophobia (robots)
sociophobia (interaction.)
birthstone: bloodstone
ambitions: comicker, artist
veterinarian, biologist, musician
drawer and animator for disney
Wednesday, April 5
misunderstanding...
So bloody depressed now... It's just a misunderstanding and I'm already falling. I can't stand up for myself. I need Jason's help. I can't say that word properly... It sounds like "...".
Okay, let me explain everything properly... I
think it first started off like this. My goddamn brain's muddled... Hmmm. Okay, lemme look through my smses first... Oh yeah, um. I think Terence suspected something of me which he doesn't want to tell me... Well, who
doesn't want to know what people're saying behind their backs, right? Jason told me that Terence suspected something so... I gotta thank Jaggy for that...
Then during Band, I've to admit that I was pestering him to tell me what it was but he didn't want to... After Band, Jason called me and told me that Terence found me irritating. I was... What you call sad. Then... I sent the wrong message to the wrong person.
Sending the wrong message to the wrong guy was the scissors to the rope... I was supposed to send "I'm going to act ignorish towards Terence now la. He's so mean." to Jason but I sent it to Terence. It always happens like this. I send messages to people fuddled in my head...
Then Terence replied "I keep how I feel about you to myself." and then... Ouch for me. Terence wouldn't read this but... Sorry, Terence!
Sincerely, Black
lost and murdered Wednesday, April 05, 2006
goodbye, disgusting maggots.
this is where my dates will be put up
sew yourself here to see what goes on in my life
the buttons're below
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