i did it! i didn't overboard myself!

i'm having weird dreams lately, i can't remember most of them. actually none at all... sheesh. if only i could remember...

anyway, national day's over. no more annoying singing and flag-wasting.too bad moe didn't make tomorrow a holiday. it'd be so joyful... but there's band tomorrow so there's at least something to look forward to in class...

Okay... My final and last post. After 50 of them, this'll be the last one. I'll never blog anymore. Due to unforeseen circumstances. I'm so dead.

All the insults I've fired at Daniel're all coming back to me. I'm goddamn dead... Oh no. I don't think I can sleep tonight. Then tomorrow moirning I'll knockoff in front of the teacher teaching.

Daniel's gonna murder me tomorrow. Daniel's gonna murder me tomorrow. Daniel's gonna murder me tomorrow.

HE'S GONNA SEND ME TO HEAVEN TOMORROW.

I'm gonna be as bad as dead. Or as good as dead. Goodbye world. Farewell readers. I'm not gonna blog anymore so don't check back unless you can't really read what I'd just posted.

And the tiny solo in Wizard of Oz! Let Chunkiat take it! I don't want it! His tone is better, just get those seven slurrie notes away from my head!! It's just a two bar solo. ChunKiat can have it. I don't want it.

Send me condolences. If I die. But most likely there's internet in Hell. So I shan't fret.

Unsincerely, Black

Okay... My final and last post. After 50 of them, this'll be the last one. I'll never blog anymore. Due to unforeseen circumstances. I'm so dead.

All the insults I've fired at Daniel're all coming back to me. I'm goddamn dead... Oh no. I don't think I can sleep tonight. Then tomorrow moirning I'll knockoff in front of the teacher teaching.

Daniel's gonna murder me tomorrow. Daniel's gonna murder me tomorrow. Daniel's gonna murder me tomorrow.

HE'S GONNA SEND ME TO HEAVEN TOMORROW.

I'm gonna be as bad as dead. Or as good as dead. Goodbye world. Farewell readers. I'm not gonna blog anymore so don't check back unless you can't really read what I'd just posted.

And the tiny solo in Wizard of Oz! Let Chunkiat take it! I don't want it! His tone is better, just get those seven slurrie notes away from my head!! It's just a two bar solo. ChunKiat can have it. I don't want it.

Send me condolences. If I die. But most likely there's internet in Hell. So I shan't fret.

Unsincerely, Black

I'm on the boards again, thankfully. band's actually getting better everyday. And let's try to be optimistic... Try to be when you're not...

Hmm. Daniel's gonna get pushed outta the band next year. Yongsheng and Terence're talking to me again. Kinda. But at least that's better than nothing.

Now we can look on the bad side, well my tone sucks, maybe because Andy Sim, my masterclass teacher changed my lipping and embrouchure. Geez.

Sincerely, Black

I'd never thought I'd say this but.... BAND SUCKS. I HATE IT.

Especially Daniel, my senior! He has no right to be that mean. He pumped me so many times before.

The ones I can remember was the when I accidentally kicked my flute and recently, he pumped Kovan and I for seperate reasons.

He pumped me for playing early by a quarter rest and he pumped Kovan for nothing. I think he pumped Kovan for not practicing...

It was only a quarter rest! I don't remember playing it early! I even bolded the quarter rest sign! maybe it was Kovan who played early cause he doesn't know, Daniel didn't tell him.

So might as well say I got embarrassed for nothing. Ugh... Sickening. And he sounds so suckup. Like when Kovan and I couldn't play (well, i could play but mr lin said i had no tone) Daniel was like, "Snigger... Practice la..." Disgusting.

During sectionals that day we play Yamato and Terence conducted first. Jingxuan came and conducted afterwards and Terence came to me so close he got me nervous...

So when I was nervous, I couldn't play properly. Every wrong note, he was like, "Wrong!" and when I got too fast he told me that I was. I mean, I can't play when he was so close, like that... 'Twas so discouraging...

When it was fall-in time, I asked whether I could go home cause my driver was already here and it was already 5.30... It ends at that time anyway.

He called me 10 times during practice (around there)... So Terence was making fun of my driver again, like, "Eh JK where's your driver...?" or something like that... made me so freakin PISSED.

Thus I've concluded that Band SUCKS and I regretted saying that I loved band the other times.
And... Thanks Zac for telling me what I should know on the other night.

P.S. Utada Hikaru rocks!

Sincerely, Black

'Twas Singapore Youth Festival yesterday... After band. Went out for macs with Jaggy and ChunKiat. The SYF sucked. 'Twas so boring and hot and sweaty and crowded.

Just seeing people march around and holding a signboard to shield your skin from being black from the sun. And if i get too exposed I may shrivel up or something. My eyeballs'd sizzle up if it were hotter than that.

SYF wasn't that much, so it wasn't really worth going to. Shouldn't've gone... Like Mengxuan. He didn't go for no reason.

Nothing much really happened. I want something to happen at least. Like someone I nowing dying or... We moving to a mansion or... Some art competition coming up or something. It's so boring here!

Sincerely, Black

This is so retarded, I'm tripping over my own life. No one knows. Except... A few cat in the bag keepers I guess.

Anyway. My legs are sore from PE. But gym class was fun. You can do stuff that other mortals can't. We hopped around too.

School's getting suckier and suckier. Sheesh. It really does suck at first but after a while... You'd think that it sucked more than before. Even band can't cheer me up.

I'm already starting to hate band. And 'twas seconds ago that I'd said I loved it. And it's because of Band that I didn't transfer school.

So now that my love for band is gone, should I transfer? I can erase my memories after researching for a simple ritual I guess...

I'll be able to forget EVERYTHING that has gone through in the school. Everything. Everyone. And it's really tempting. But I can't seem to find the spell.

Maybe it doesn't even exist. It's also easy to Jump. You know what Jump is? Yep. Starjumps.

The pressure on my lifeline's close to a Snap already. I can't help it. There's remembering to bring Goodnight Mr Tom, there's homework, there's tons of Band practices, the art appreciationless, there's parents and then there's the sleeping.

Firstly, homework and parents. The stupid streaming. It's as if it's that important. I mean it is but my parents're frantic about my exams.

Compared to the streaming? They'd go screaming on the streets about my streaming. Scream stream...

The homework gets heavier everyday that passes by. And I've to admit, as a slacker, I'd have a hard time doing them.

You wouldn't understand anyway. All the intellectuals out there. As if I didn't ace my Math and topped the class... *bragbrag*

The band practices as I'd said, are get more and more like homework as the major VCH concert's acoming.

Especially Daniel. I just can't stand him. He doesn't have to be so maggotly when I'm around. Bloody Hell. And every practice I've to face people I don't wanna face. They know who they are.

And people who don't apprieciate art! My art! Like my bloody smoking father, who gave him the authority to smoke anyway?! He pollutes our air. Ugh.

And he says that music and art is useless. As if I'd want to be a boring lawyer or a docter when I grow up. Tch. Retarded family. It's just so retarded. And who even gave my stupid brother the permission to shout at my HellHound?! He's only barking, what's wrong?!

And the sleeping. I'm having heavy insomnia's and I keep nodding off in class. Got scolded that day by Mrs Sim for sleeping... We were going through exam questions then...

Tossing and turning don't help to sleep... And stretching kills time but it doesn't kill my awakening. Sheesh. What should I do...?

Due to this problems, I may not speak to you if you talk to me. Or maybe I mayn't even notice you. So... If I don't, sorry. That's all that I can say.

This is the last section... Shengyi and Gabwy asked me to do it... I think I won't feel like doing any other quizzes in which people have poked me with. Too bad, lung breathers.

Instructions:

1. The tagged victim have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect partner.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect partner. (what's this?!)
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game. (like i would.)
4. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT. (have fun...?)

It's a SHE. What kinda instruction is number 2?!

I hate school. Every morning you've to wake up so early and you've to stay in your mum's car till she reaches the bloody school to crop you off and you've to climb four storeys up from the front porch... Bummer. It does suck.

Anyway, 2 new teachers... For Science, 'tis Ms Fandrie Koh... She's kinda nice and she's a strict enough teacher. Like Ms Yap. But she controls us by embarrassment and bully. Next for Values and Sex Education, it's Ms Kam. I mean, MS KAM you know. My god... Sheesh.

Well, nothing else except the Band schedule for July. It's so GODDAMN CRAMMED. Sheesh. Almost everyday. Tch, typical, the major concert's coming up. My lipping still sucks. Still can't blow properly. Keep hearing the tppht sound. Ugh...

For today's sectionals, there were little people. The Clarinets practiced in the air-conditioned Bandroom by the exception of Jeremy Chua and we had to go out! So I practiced with Kovan, Nathanael and Kong. No Daniel!! YES! 'Twas the best.

Sincerely, Black

The stayover was not that successful... 'Twas supposed to be 3 days and 2 nights but no one wanted to stay on the 2nd night so... Yeah. Just the first night.

When I reached there we went laning first and met Dom and Melly there and played Bunny Easter Hunt and Tree Tag and DotA...

I stayed up all night with them playing Fable on Abbie's XBox and Kingdom Hearts II on Dylan's PSII. Also watched Brazil's soccer match with Melly cause she's over-obssessed with Kaka... Haha. Was it 1-0? Heck, it was quite interesting anyway.

The next day Kevin came and we were supposed to be gone shopping but the cause was Melly who woke up so late and making Josh leave cause he thought they didn't want to go. So Melly finally awoke and we went shopping with Dom.

Ryan, Dylan and Abbie wanted to Lan with us but Dom gave me a Borders Gift voucher card to spend so I'd rather go shopping at Borders.

So I went with all of them: Kevin, Ryan, Abbie, Dom, Melly. I only bought a 30 dollar book, Nocturnal Witchcraft and I bought Mel another 16 buck book. We didn't really go anywhere after that...

I don't really like Band that much anymore cause of Band camp. I don't wanna talk about it anyway. I'm starting to miss Band, I don't know why... Heck.

p.s. i won't be using my voodooblood e-mail anymore. it's troublesome. people don't add me. sorry for troubling, mortals!

Sincerely, Black

Ugh. I hated band camp. It wasn't really that fun anyway. And I've learnt some things. I'll display the sequences and the days...

Day I

Came to school early in the morning with Terence's present. Yongsheng gave Terence his present today but I stupidly didn't. So tired and sleepy... Checked into the classrooms. Jason, Kovan and I were the leaders of the 3 groups...

But there were 2 classrooms. So my group spilt. Shengyi was the assistant of my group. So he went to the other classroom. Kovan's. Then I went into Jaggy's.

Unpacked, had practices... Practices were surprisingly boring. Daniel was there.Halfway through, Terence called me to go down help him with the lunch cause we're food in charge... That was what made Band camp funner. At least I'd something to do.

I can't remember anything after that. 'Twas all the same.

Day II

Woke up late and sleepy today too... Khalil and Raihan switched on the lights and I was immediately awake. Woke up at 6.30 then ran around the field for PT.

Had breakfast then practices. WeiSheng came and then made friends with him, so we talked in between playing when Mr. Lin wanted to tune the instruments or something and I knew that senior more. Lots of senior were there anyway.

I was supposed to go shopping with Terence for the lunches but he didn't call me and went with Evan... So... Heck it... Sheesh. I don't care anyway. Do I?

Today was the practical same except that we played hide and seek in the dark in the dark at night. After that talked to Tim and Luke and Jeremy in thier rooms... And went to sleep. Early as usual.

Day III

Woke up at 7 today. Had sectionals. Barbecue today too. Was supposed to go shopping for the food with Terence. He even said so himself, "Thursday... You and me." but he wanted to go with Wilson. So I'll heck the bloody care...

He told me to get the F&N Orange syrup from Lorang Lew Lian for lunch and make the drink myself... He said "Be back by 1.15 if not I'll see what I can do to you.", something like that. In... That serious tone.

So I was... Okay. And he asked me to find someone to go with me. As if I don't want to go with him. So I asked Yongsheng to come with me after rejected by Jason, Zac and Tim as they were busy teaching and copying scores. Sheesh...

Derrick tagged along cause he wanted to buy 4D. I think it was fun with Yongsheng. I ordered him to carry the two big bottles of Orange and then he simply agreed. He's great. To be my servant that is. Haha... Sorry Yongsheng Wong.

He bought Ice Lemon Tea and I took it from him... Haha. Met up with Evan buying vegetarian and Derrick finishing buying his tickets. Still had ice to buy.

Went to Serangoon Central with Derrick cause Yongsheng was called back by Kenneth to practice. Sheesh. Sorry Yongsheng... Kenneth's too strict I guess. In fact the Secondary 4s're too strict... They'll be gone next year, thank Satan. And the Sec 3s'll be in charge. Next year's band's gonna be FUN. I'm sure I won't regret it.

So I went to Serangoon with Derrick to buy the ice and then took taxi back to school... In school made the drinks myself just in time before lunch at 1. Around there I think. Can't recall. Before the time Terence hammers me... I'm lucky.

Had practices after that and then Terence called me to help with the Barbeque stuff... I just helped to soften the chicken and then Terence asked me to go buy the garlic and prata at Lorang LewLian... Alone. Sheesh.

I was... Okay. And shuffled out of the staff lounge... At least wanted someone to accompany me. Bummer... Heck it. I don't even know how to get there. The last time I went there to buy the syrup was with Yongsheng and Derrick. Derrick led the way.

I somehow found my way there. I bought the spread and met Mogan at the shop. He was on the way home from school... I think he had Tamil Club or something.

Then I went to buy the prata... 80 of them at 60cents each. Eighty of them, take note. They take a minute to make one completely. Saw Philbert. Prolly had badminton practice...

I had to wait at the coffeeshop alone... I mean -- I'm usually alone and I don't care, but at that time I really did feel lonely. I had to wait for an hour and half before they finished. Terence and Miss Jamila came halfway. Took her car back for the barbecue.

Went for the practices first. Just in time to play the solo for Wizard of Oz. Tiredly and heavy-heartedly. So I thought the solo was okay, I didn't mess up and Daniel was like, "Your tone's like shit like that." As if I wasn't sad enough and he wanted to sadden me more.

At the barbecue, the drinks finished fast. Sheesh. The food went averagely. The barbecue food went slow. Nothing much happened during the barbecue except that we can stay up late all night. Just cooked stuff, cleaned up the place and met in the AVA room...

After the briefing in the AVA room... (the july schedule for band's like almost everyday... i can get sick of band for the first time.) Went to the Sec 4s' room to watch the concert videos Mr Crawshaw took last year. They all look dead weird...

After that went to sleep until after a few moments... Ridzwan barged into the room. Chin Hong locked the door and it took sometime to get the angry alumni into the room. He came in to torture Teeban! I forgot the popcorn. Bummer.

He just made him do pushups, starjumps and situps, making him cry. He also asked how many people were bullied by him and stuff like that so... Yeah. The Sec 1s were called downstairs to the parade square and we were forced to sleep...

After awhile the Sec 1s came into the room shirts drenched with tuna sauce and curry and all the leftovers and the stuff the Sec 4s bought and we figured that the Sec 4s threw water bombs at them when they were falling in. Tch... Typical Sec 4s... Then we slept for awhile until something else happened...

I woke up drenched in water mixed with tissue paper... Ugh. So cold. Typical attack from the Sec 4s. This time half the whole Band came into our room including the Upper Secs and the alumni. So... Yongsheng and Zac sat next to jaggy and I while watching Teeban get tortured again.

The torture this time was spilling stuff all over him like soya sauce, Teriyaki sauce, MengXuan's shampoo and all... Then halfway through Zachary was like... Being so damn flirtatious with Yonsheng. Sheesh...

He was pulling Yongsheng's leg hair and saying... "Ooh... Hot!" He was also leaning on Yongsheng like a bitch and Yongsheng didn't even care... Sheesh. Zachary, how'd you dare being so scandalous?!

Nothing much happened after that... We just cleaned up the dirty classroom till morning.

Day IV

Finally... The day I leave the misery. I almost forgot to bring my flute home but then Terence unlocked the Band room just in time. But I forgot to bring home the scores. 'Twas the problem. Now I can't practice and Daniel's gonna pump me like Hell... Oh no. I've to find a way.

Anyway... About what happened to the birthday card... I don't wanna talk about it. Just before I left Terence said he only wanted the number on the Maple card, he doesn't want the card itself... Ugh. I feel so bloody sick now. I don't care... Do I...?

Uh... For a few days from now... Mortals out there... Don't expect much out of me. I won't talk that much. At least I won't feel like... I need a few days to recover...

Sincerely, Black

I love my new blog! Took me so much time to do it. Sheesh.

Guess what? I blew the wings off a king ant just now and it was wriggling disgustingly around. Guess what I did? I held it gently with tissue and dropped the squiggling ant onto a spider's web!

It was sick but I'll bet the spiders'd love a fresh live meal. I'm happy when my spiders're happy. The spiders're starting to leave thier webs in search for food. I'd better give them ants to eat. They're almost everywhere I look now...

Terence shook me off just now. Bad mood... Ugh. Got me... Goosebumps. Sheesh. Ah well.

Sincerely, Black

Zipped to Thomson Plaza and back when doing Terence's card halway... I had to buy a marker, Terence's MSPPC and my Vampire Knight II comic book! 'Tis not bad...

Anyway... Terence was mean! He didn't say Thank You or anything when I told him I've bought it. Ah well... Maybe he will say it when I give it to him.

Chinese tuition at 4. Sheesh.

Sincerely, Black

Can't wait for band camp still... I guess it's cool to be with the people there. Unlike my classmates... Sheesh.

This is the Demonia Combat boots... So cool.

But it's over a hundred bucks and it's all the way in US... Shucks.

Sincerely, Black

Ugh. Didn't really buy anyting from Malaysia. Boring. I only bought a Spiderwick book... The Arthur's Fieldguide to Fantastical thing something thing...

It's about the Mythical Creatures... Nevermind. I wouldn't bother explaining. Go buy the Spiderwick book... It's nice.

Anyway it wasn't really that nice at all.

Looking forward to Band camp and the stayover.

Sincerely, Black

What the. Another family outing I'll hate. Going out with my other cousins too. So it may'nt be boring... But I'll miss a day of band! That is tomorrow. Shucks...

Oh and I've completed the Kingdom hearts 1000 puzzle piece puzzle. In three days...! I'm good. I want the Kingdom Hearts II one puzzle. What's more, if i can ask for more, I want the PS2 game! To think my mum doesn't allow... I'm forever loyal to Kingdom Hearts!

Sheesh. I'm tired... Wake up early everyday to go to school or tuition. At least Band camp's acomin'... i can talk to the mates in Band easily now... Can't wait. It's gonna be fun.

Sincerely, Black

Went to Johor yesterday. Didn't stay there though. Was homesick. Sheesh.

But the shopping part was fun. Wanted bags, sneakers and clothing. Only found Converse black basic sneakers... Shucks.

We went to Malaysia in my uncle's car. It had televison in it! Television!

Therefore we watched Poseidon again, Mission Impossible III again and Eight Below. Not again. Eight Below was average. it wasn't that nice.

Then today morning we went to a cool and awesome bookfair where everything was cheap. I bought and Astrology book, two English calligraphy guides, 3 English calligraphy pens and Lewis Caroll's Alice in Wonderland.

Alice in Wonderland is such an amazing classic... It was only ten bucks and it really thick! I wanted to buy a thick Shakespear's collection book for ten bucks but I wanted only MacBeth and Romeo and Juliet... Bummer.

Band tomorrow... I'm happy. For the music. And sad. For emotion. Sheesh. Why must we go for band tomorrow... I want it till a later date...

Till then, I guess.

Sincerely, Black

Sheesh. Band today. Didn't really play.

Walked round the school with Terence finding a teacher. Then sat down and listened to them talking about the Band camp food in Malay.

I was obliviously looking at them and the teacher was lookinging at me like "Who is this person?"... And Terence's got relationship problem... Ouch for him.

Yongsheng's sick. Injected poison into his veins... Kidding. I wanted to do a happy ritual thing to make the target happy again.

He didn't believe in my spells...! And I don't have enough ingredients. The Topaz, representing emotion, is rare nowadays... Too bad for me. I can barely cast Blessings.

Oh and Zac came after a long time, calling me a flirtatious bitch. Looks whos talking, uncle. Haha.

There's something else... Except that I don't want to talk about it. And Shengyi, I'm not weird. Am I?

This Caramello Cadbury chocolate's so sticky and sweet. Eeyuck... I want more...! No actually I'm sick of it.

Sincerely, Black

I had to awaken at 7 today cause Luke said there was Band at 8.

I assumed it was at 8... When it actually started at 9. Sheesh, Secretary. Secretary. You oughtta know your stuff... Sorry. Haha.

I had to wait for an hour then join Band after that. Geez... And Band was so weird today.

What's an hour's break when you can just come back and play songs for another hour? Might as well mix the sessions together and have our own lunch after that, right? Sheesh.

And Daniel was practically retardedly high today. He was ticking me asking me to laugh... I mean -- I can't laugh, he expects me to force my laughter so I was going, "Ha. Ha."

Then he was, "Eh, you don't sarcastic if not I pump you." Sheesh. And luke was giving me the looks. Bloody guy. Haha.

Okay, now, for the sake of Jaggy, I'll display my report book book marks here.

I. english - 61.7% B4
II. chinese - 55.5% C5
III. maths - 77.0% A1
IV. science - 54.3% C6
V. geography - 42.7% E8
VI. history - 61.4% B4
VII. literature - 66.9% B3
VIII. h.econs - 56.6% C5
IX. art - 74.0% A2

Happy, Jaggy? Well, that took up my time... I've to go now.

Sincerely, Black

Argh... It's still so boring here at home. I've nothing to do except read comics and play Legend of Zelda. Occasionally, I sneak on the computer like now. Haha...

Watched X-Men III yesterday. Was cool. Hope it wasn't the last movie... Magneto could still use his powers so I thought they could continue the story from there. I hate Jean Grey. She gets psychic powers and I don't... Bummer.

There's Band this week... Twice of it so I guess I wouldn't get bored easily. Unless I've something to do.

What's there to type about when your life's so plain?

Sincerely, Black

I loved Band today!! Especially the Fall-In Time when Terence was the all-amazing and fun Drum Major! It was sooooooo cool!! I've to admit he was quite lenion...

He told Evan to start marching aroung the fourth floor...! And Evan could turn in anyway he liked. We were all in line... It was damn fun! We were circling the Juniors round and round...

I'm not sure whether other Bandmates'd agree that it's fun but I loved it. And we all played childish songs like Sketches of Nottingham or something like that cause the Juniors were gonna play it for July's concert.

I mean that's crazy...! They're only half a grade and Mr. Lin wants them to play Grade II songs already. 'Twas to difficult for them, I find.

This'll sound weird to people but... Looking forward to more Band practices!! (not too much though...)

Sincerely, Black

Every morning's so tiring... You've to wake up early for bloody school. And what'd you do in school? Slack.

What's the point of going to school when you're not gonna do anything there? It's so weird and dumb. Who goes to school for nothing?

I've to stick up to that freaking Chin Hong... So annoying. And I've practically nothing to do in school except talk and draw.

It was an hour of Mrs Sim's period and she wrote "Silent rdg" and a tiny 10 on the top right hand corner of the word. So damn weird...

Band today. I was happy and lucky 'twas main band, not sectionals... But twice of band a week's enough already. There's another band practice tomorrow.

There's also some crap Spring Cleaning... Waste of time. But still, it's CIP hourish so it's compulsory. I wanna complain to the Ministry of manpower...! Sheesh.

It's still boring at home! At least I've got the GameBoy Advance back. Now I can complete the Zelda game Sonic lent me so long ago...

I hope something exciting would happen tomorrow... Like someone being killed in school or a bird pecking someone's eyeball out. Hope so. School's boring crap.

P.S. My brother sucks like sht. He's a bloody freaking ass of a brother. He keeps destroying stuff and being a suckup idiot to my mum and he's able to cry and girl screamo to people and he's like a freaking kingly maggot who is so petty and girlie and order-ish to the maids. Sheesh.

Sincerely, Black

I want my Final Fantasy PlayStation back... I miss it so... My mum took it from me. Sad. Now I've nothing to do at home...

Alas! Band's here. I'm happy for once after a month that Band's here. We had sectionals yesterday. No main Band. But there's lotsa band in June, at least. And Band camp. So June's gonna be great...! I guess. Maybe not.

In June we've this crap Flag Day thing... We've to socialize with people. Sheesh. So bummer... So I don't think I'll like June that much. Oh and Terence's birthday's in it too. I've to get him a sickly yellow card. Oh, and High School Musical premieres in June too! *checks handphone calendar* Haha.

Anyway, I'm off to do something useful. Sayonara!

Sincerely, Black

I'm desperate for band practices!! I was on the com without per mission the whole day... Doing nothing. Up till now... I miss my Final Fantasy game... The PlayStation got confiscated... Sad.



I was doing my Math homework... And my Lit essay. Sheesh. Still nothing to do... Band practices have to come!

Sincerely, Black

It's still so boring at home. I played Final Fantasy IX the whole day... Up to Disk II then I had to stop cause my mum told me so. Oh and I watched FF7 Adven Children again. So cool, I love it. Especially Cloud! He's cool and his gigantic sword...

I hate school. School sucks. I was confused whether there was school tomorrow or not. The people I ask're telling me yes and no. And Jono was like: "Yes + No = Yo". I mean, what kinda lame crap is that...

Jaron was telling me Yes, yes, yes, there is school tomorrow. What the... In the end he admitted that he had to go to school for NPCC. Sheesh.

Sonic's gonna watch Over The Hedge with Keith tomorrow. Maybe with his Air Rifle friends... Sheesh. Maybe I'm not gonna do anything tomorrow. I've a Literature essay to complete. No biggie. It's my specialty, Poetry. So I won't have problems.

There's still no one to talk to these days. I mean, there are but it's either they're too busy, I daren't converse with them or I've nothing to talk to them about, so what's the deal about talking to them?

I need band practices. Someone has got to save me. Nathanael or Luke. But I doubt they'd be free to organise them. I miss Band... Still can't wait for band camp!!

Sincerely, Black

Have you realised that all of my post's titles're something like in pain or bored? Yeah... That's why. I've nothing else to put anyway... Sheesh.

Today was okay. Went for Mission Impossible III with Josh, Dylan and Dom. Was fun. Thereafter, we went to HMV and other shopping malls... Bought The Used CD, the one with the woman with a cracked face ontop.

Dylan and Dom refused. They wanted to go laning... Sheesh. We went back to Saint Mike's too! But most of the teachers went for a workshop thing. Bummer... At least I'm going for The Great Singapore Sale with Mel and Josh in the sleepover. We'll spilt and see what we wanna do. Some go Laning, some go shopping...

The holidays'll be fun... Played Kingdom Hearts II in Dylan's house just now. So cool... Sora had a Nobody called Roxas. It's actually "Sora" jumbled up and then being added in by and "x" inside. Cool...

At night I was playing Final Fantasy IX... Dylan gave me the CD. It's my best FF game... Compared to the others. I think I wanna watch FFVII Advent Children again. It's cool. Okay, I will.

Sincerely, Black

Yes...! Everyone's back onto their blog's again. Except some... Their blog's are pretty dead. Shengyi, your oldern language needs practice... Haha. Everyone has to update, okay?

There's nothing to do these days. Just do exams in the morning, come home and watch movie marathons... Final Fantasy VII Advent Children, Mean Girls, Yours, Mine and Ours...

They're nice... I've watched Mean Girls 28 times already. It's funny... FFVII Advent Chlidren is so cool!! Cloud fighting Sephiroth... Coolcoolcool... And they all fight Behemoth! Cloud, Yuffie, Cid and all... Dead cool...

Anyway... I'm gonna watch Advent Children again after my sister and my cousin finishes watching their lame Chinese drama... Sheesh. It's not interesting at all...

Sincerely, Black

There's nothing to do at home... No games too. Sheesh, what's wrong with my parents...? Aren't the exams over already? Why must we stress still... Suffer from boredom... Someone save me!

P.S. You know what? I need help.

Sincerely Black

No more exams to stress my brain cells anymore. Thank Underworld... I still have my Literature paper on Monday. But I don't have to study for it. It's just the lame The Pearl novel and unseen poetry! My favourite...!

Now that my exams have kinda finished... I still can't really use the computer. Too bad for me. Sadly. My diary's untouched too. I have to try to write on it. It's always so boring everynight.

No one to talk to. The people I usually talk to are the ones having their Secondary Three exams... They're too stressed and pissed about the exams to talk. Jaggy's usually busy with his artwork. I've been getting lots of calls regarding the art prepatory work for the exam... Haha. Non-egoistically typical?

I've been waiting for the Band practices to come... They're lagging. So are my instrumental skills. I'm losing my touch... So I'm hoping a practice to come up close anytime...!

June's the best month of the year. Band camp. No school. Stayover with best friends. Can't wait... Oh yeah, one more thing. School sucks!!

Sincerely, Black

What the Hell, the exams are here already... I've just had my English this morning. Easy. And Chinese Listening was retarded. There was a woman saying "Goodbye." at the end... I was laughing away. Silently. By myself.

There're so much more examinations to take, you think I'm not stressed? Actually I didn't even study for anything. Yet. Yet, okay?! I will study.

And then there's the History and Geography subjects which I hate so much. I don't really know what's going on in each of the subjects. Who's Hilter and what's empoldering? It sounds familiar.

I don't have time for anything else... I miss the Voodoo sewing and the candle gazing... I miss talking on the phone relaxingly... Wait, I still do that now. Heck, when the exams're here I won't be able to do those stuff anymore.

The best thing about exams is that when it's aaaaaall over... You can relax and recline in any way you want. No one's stopping you. It's the computer, the Band camp and the best friends sleepover! I can't wait till the exams are dead and over.

I want the Band camp!! I can't wait! Last year's was fun. I loved it. But the food sucked. But Terence and I will change the horridness of the food... I don't know what we'll be choosing but it'll be nice. Haha. The comittee's involved too!

I think the games are under Avery and Gabriel, the keys are under Yongsheng... Um. Savin's in security. Jaggy and Evan's cleanliness. Who else... Nathanael's in... I dunno. (How did he get my blog address anyway?) And obviously I'm food with Terence. Hope I didn't miss anyone out...

I wonder if Zachary's coming to this turn's Band camp or not... And whether he'll add to the fun or destroy it. HAHA. Sorry Zac. Whatever you. See you in Band camp. Someway. Somehow. Exam period and everyone's blog is practically dead. Shengyi wanted to cancel his blog. Well, that's what he told me.

I guess I'll be signing off now. Mortals, I want you to update your blogs! My life's already boring enough right? Haha. Sayonara...

Sincerely, Black

[Help me choose a nickname! Click "Links" and scroll all the way down and help me poll...! Thanks.]

This is so cool! The first person who told me the news was Chin Hong by call and Mengxuan by sms. Then later I smsed congratulations to everone else who had received posts.I was in my cousin's house watching Moulin Rouge at that time. After my Granpa's cremation.

drum major - terence
band major - jingxuan
recruitment officer - avery
equipment manager - yongsheng and garrett
secretary - nathanael
brass sl - brendan
percussion sl - savin
woodwinds sl - gabriel and i

Updated - 2nd May>
Thanks to the time I went for Band and our positions were listed on the whiteboard!

Sincerely, Black

Today's the day my dead Grandfather's going to get cremated into the flames representing the gates of Hell... The welcome of reincarnation. The birth of a new beginning. The door to another life. Another dimension worth exploring.

I was rather close to him and I've to add egoistically that I'm his most doted grandchild... That's what everyone says. I guess... He's already gone. He's be worse than gone if he were burnt.

There's no one to ask me whether I was sleeping everynight anymore. There's one less bowl of rice to feed every evening during dinner. There's no one to sing silly songs for us... It's all gone already...Dumped into the flames of the Underworld...

My dad gave me a picture of when I was a child and my grandfather were holding me and my sister and my now senile grandmother (she has alzheimer's disease.) was holding my younger brother and smiling happily... She wasn't that senile before actually. And... My grandfather was alive. So the past has changed to today.

The cremation ceremony's later. The time of foul, putrid loss.

Sincerely, Black

Okay, I'm back from the ceremony which lasted for about 2 to 3 hours or so.

It was so painful!! We had to hold joss sticks around and walk here and there the front yard with the Taoist priestess chanting her noisy song. It was so annoying... She also threw food everywhere thus obviously wasting them, right?

I felt so useless so I picked some of them up and ate them with Cousin Nikki while walking around. Haha. Delicious... But I've to admit, it was disgusting 'cause people step on them purposely while walking around. So weird...

Then we had to go to an open space near my house to burn a great big plastic paper house for my Grandad in Hell. The house had a Ferrari up front inside and a television inside! So mordernized. That's why I don't believe in Chinese Hell. Sheesh.

I smell of smoke... Okay, we took the gigantic paper house and brought it to an open field nearby my house and started burning it along with all the hell money that we took so much effort to fold and they went bwoofsh! No more house.

The fire from the house was really nice. It looked like a cool bonfire. But the stupid fire emitted so much bloody SMOKE! Ugh. Heck the lame dollhouse.

It's already one in the morning. I'll go see what the peeps're doing...

Sincerely, Black

Oh no!! My Grandpa's gonna be cremated on Saturday! That's the day that I have Speech Day... And they're clashing! So I can't perform in the concert... I was so excited and hyped up for the concert... Ah well.

I lent my track pants of Ralph Polo to Aaron Mossadeg... So sad. My pants!! I have another which I'm wearing now so it's okay. He'd better not ruin it... Band practices are decreasing and I'm starting to get pissed off... Argh.

We went to the reservoir place thing somewhere weird, I don't know where and Sonic, Jono, Keith and I were jumping on the stones and rocks and sometimes throwing large pieces and massive pieces of rocks into the waters and then boom... Water sprays everywhere... It's for the stupid service learning thing. That's what they say...

Oops. Ursula cousin wants to use her laptop so I've to sign off now.

Sincerely, Black

I didn't go to school today! Lucky me. Hate school. But I have to go school tomorrow. Good thing though cause I have PE that means badminton!

These days getting polluted... We get to fold Hell money and burn them after all our hard work and effort to fold the origami crap... I don't really believe in Buddhism ceremonies but ah well. I don't care. I just fold them for fun.

I think we're doing the kneeling and standing up repeatedly ceremony tonight. I'm not supposed to use the computer so... I'll sign off for now.

Sincerely, Black

It's so weird... Having a stream of nightmares now. It's so muddled up in my head... I won't tell the first and second dream but there's the funny weird dream on the third.

I dreamt I was in a gameshow and the prize was a piccolo! Yeah, all I ever wanted probably. To try. Anyway, the host said if I could say the word "Goodbye" in some language, then I would win the piccolo. I didn't really know the language and what I said though...

Oh and my grandad passed away. I'm too moody.

Sincerely, Black

I've got an injured shin and I'm down with flu BUT I'm still able to finish my five stations in the stupid Napfa test!! Yeah~!! So next week's PE agenda is Badminton with Jono!! But Sonic has to retake his 2.4km run again. Haha...

Daniel didn't come for Band today and i had to play the Dancin' Megahits solo by myself standing up cause Mr. Chan said that all soloists had to stand up to play. And why? THe song was too boring that the soloists had to stand up to play and make it more interesting... So embarrassing. Good thing I could play...

Yongsheng wanted me to stay back so long cause he wanted to read my Tarot Spellbook... Ah... I'll go now. Sayonara...

Sincerely, Black

Satisfied that there was Band on Friday but half of it was... Rather horrible. But fun. Have I told you that Chin Hong got scolded by Shaun for using the Senior Trumpet? I love that scene.

On friday, we had sectionals first then came the horror part! Jiffsen told us to assemble at the basketball court and we had to run faster than Shern Way in order not to get pumped. I mean, Shern Way is those kinda sporty type who... Runs fast. Right? So the only person who ran faster than Shern Way was Terence.

We had to train for the Marching video for next year's Singapore Youth Festival. It was tedious. The seniors were practically desperate to win Gold next year and we're the onees whom they depended on. Heavily. Geez. So many pumpings, we had to run but... I'd to admit it was fun suffering together. Haha.

I'm trying to pull allowance out of my mum's purse but she declined. It was supposed to be twenty bucks a week I guess, which was little, and she said a measly ten. And the thought of we rich? Tch. Yeah right. I couldn't go out with Josh today too. Bummer.

Relationship with Terence: 4.6% - He asked me whether I was okay or not on Friday.

Sincerely, Black

So bloody depressed now... It's just a misunderstanding and I'm already falling. I can't stand up for myself. I need Jason's help. I can't say that word properly... It sounds like "...".

Okay, let me explain everything properly... I think it first started off like this. My goddamn brain's muddled... Hmmm. Okay, lemme look through my smses first... Oh yeah, um. I think Terence suspected something of me which he doesn't want to tell me... Well, who doesn't want to know what people're saying behind their backs, right? Jason told me that Terence suspected something so... I gotta thank Jaggy for that...

Then during Band, I've to admit that I was pestering him to tell me what it was but he didn't want to... After Band, Jason called me and told me that Terence found me irritating. I was... What you call sad. Then... I sent the wrong message to the wrong person.

Sending the wrong message to the wrong guy was the scissors to the rope... I was supposed to send "I'm going to act ignorish towards Terence now la. He's so mean." to Jason but I sent it to Terence. It always happens like this. I send messages to people fuddled in my head...

Then Terence replied "I keep how I feel about you to myself." and then... Ouch for me. Terence wouldn't read this but... Sorry, Terence!

Sincerely, Black

Another boring day, had English and Literature this morning and then 3 to 4 hours non-stop for Math. Actually that's a good thing.

Anyway, where're all the fun Band practices? Who's the one organising the Band practices? I would like him to expand the practices as I'm bored walking around my room all day and drawing gloom and glory on a piece of paper every now and then.

Zachary gave me a bitch dog for my birthday. It's annoying but it's okay. He keeps giving soft toys... It's from some DogPound thing with a label stapled deep into the flesh of its ear saying, "You should hug him everyday and take him for rides in your car!" or something whatsoever...

He needed reminding to give birthday presents to. Haha... I was supposed to send him and Timothy to Thomson Plaza yesterday but my driver came late. So they decided to leave early. And Tim was late for his piano class, so... Sorry, Tim!!

And at that time Terence somehow stayed back with us, wonder why, and the problem with him is that... He kept pushing Zachary and Jason around. I mean, Zachary being pushed by him is okay but Jason!? This is crazy...

And when we were waiting at the study area, Terence was checking our phones and stuff so I was thinking: What'a wrong with him? I mean, seriously, he's scaring me... It's as if he wants to steal something out of us...?

P.S. I still want a black cat to replace my Shih Tzu. *sob*

Sincerely, Black

There was school today obviously. And Daniel said there were flutes audition today. So... Yeah, I was actually quite nervous. Don't know why...

I hate P.E.! It's so stressing! And during the 2.8 km run (they extended it!) , ChinHong was pushing me to stop walking and run faster even though I felt like vomiting...

I drank milk only today. That's all... And I had no energy but ChinHong kept saying: Let's go! Let's go! Sounds so suck-uppish. And he owed Jason 4 bucks which he didn't want to return like the time he owed me 28 bucks! What a freeloader. Good thing he returned the money to me in time. I told Jason to charge interest for him!

Music was chaotic today. Mr Tan couldn't control the class! We were supposed to practice our percussion instruments (that's boring) like the agogo bells, claves and all. It was sooo boring... I was practically staring at the metronome... ticktock ticktock... It's so calming...

There was supposed to be band today but then halfway everyone decided to leave... So, too bad for me. And too good, too. There weren't any auditions as a conclusion so... Phew. And someting's wrong with Terence today. Jason said Zachary had something from me which slipped out of his mouth...

It's raining today! O' Hellishly rain, bring down my pain...! Rain is so cosy and cold and comfortable... People should enjoy the rain! Don't know why they shouldn't...

I also want people to know: My dog's going to be given away!! So grief and depression rests upon my cold shoulders, forcing me once again to the depths of Hell...

Sincerely, Black

What's the most exciting thing that has happened to me today? Nothing! I practically didn't do anything. Which is so wasted... What's there to do today, anyway?

I didn't go out. Well, I was supposed to. I wanted to go to the flea market with Melly and Josh in the afternoon at Cathay but my mother said "No." when she said "Anything." before. Hmm. Funny mum. But annoying, I guess. Change of mind...

Band time! Let's see... Chin Hong's gonna treat me nasty, 'cause I hate him... Well, that's minor... Aha! Two majors. Band on Friday was sectionals and Juniors galore, swarming all over the place...

First thing. Terence's got a problem. With his family, that's what he said but he wouldn't tell me more. When I called him he sounded so annoyingly low that I can't hear him, he was playing War of Rings and even Tarot couldn't find out what's happining to that guy. My powers fading...? Shoould wear more white and black... NOT blue and yellow.

Next thing, Zachary's gotten spaz. Timothy and that guy was poking my head so hard... And Zachary's so mean!! Then he said I was petty. Sheesh... Look who's talking.

But he said my haircut was nice... The barber shaved my whole head almost, leaving the fringe. Then he cut my fringe into half so it covered half my face. So Iguess it was okay. Had to pay him eighteen bucks though.

Lookie, it's midnight... How exciting. Not full moon though. Guess I'll sign off!

I'll continue changing stuff on my blog so please bother to see them!!

sincerely, blackfirefly

I hate school!! It's so damn annoying... There's at least one thing on that day which sets you onto trouble and thinking on your mind like not bringing a tie, forgetting to do homework or an upcoming exam.

Then there are the teachers. Nagging, scolding, bullying you... And the homework they give can overflood the earth. It's just so spastic. I hate the homework especially.

It's tons and tons including the humanitites homework . You stay up all night just to complete an exercise.

The worst thing about school are the schoolmats there! Well, the Upper Secondary this year are okay but... Look at the lower Secondaries!! But now, I'd like to mention about my classmates.

They're so rowdy and hyperactive, what's wrong with them?! I hate them and I don't know whether they hate me. Well, they should. Idiots. Every morning they kick a ball up and down the classroom and out of 10 hits, 7 of the hits fly at one of the peeps in there. And out of every 7 student hits, one or two hits me. How exciting is that...?

I'd really wish to transfer school. Yeah. That'd be so cool. Out of the miseries. Into the other dimensions and never to return to the present one.

My mum wanted me to take a test so that I can enter Saint Joseph's Instituition, the school Josh, Alex and Kevin is in now, but I just know one thing. No!!

I'd never leave Exodus, ever! I love Exodus. It's the best thing that's happened to me. The bandmates there, the music and the fun...

I'd rather not age and stay in Exodus forever!! I wish for more Band practices, prodding Jeremy Chua everytime for Saturday Band.

There're also obstacles which prevent you from reaching what you want. They are called parents and tuition. The parents don't let you go for Band at all cause they want you to dive into the depths of your studies. With tuition, how am I supposed to find time for Band? It's only on the Saturdays, so... Lucky me.

I want school to be wiped off from the face of this Earth starting now!! ... ... ... I'll wait till next time.

A theory I've created by me and me only:
If you sit and study too long, you'll get physical injuries like cramps.
If you keep exercising, you'll get mind injuries like stress!
So balance out, mortals.

Sincerely, Black

Today was my birthday and I'm glad some people either called me to wish me Happy Birthday or at the least sms me or something. Faxing me is also acceptable... None gave me presents though. Haha. I'd thought someone like Zachary would but he didn't even wish me Happy Birthday! Heard that, Zac?

I shall now make a list of those who have greeted me with "Happy Birthday" in order.
1. abbie (smsinthemorning)
2. sonic (verbally)
3. jono (verbally)
4. chinhong (whatthe?!)
5. jason (shoutingfromelevelbelow)
6. terence (verbally)
7. joshua (overthephone)
8. alex (overthephone)
9. jienatjiesar (smsinthenight)
That's all I guess. For today. Well, excluding the people in my house.

I hated the starting of school. Especially Brandon who was singing me haunting chinese songs and rocking his chair as usual... Tch. Annoying. I was so looking forward to Band to ease my irritance in my veins... Tiring day of suckish school. I've to wear a lame grown-up tie tomorrow too...

Had Swensen's for dinner. Mmm! My favourite Chocolate stuff... Sticky Chewy Chocolate something... But it's really nice! Too fudgey but I love it! Uh-oh. I'm supposed to research on Literature due tomorrow and it's 1am now. Haha... Talking to Jeremy my flute senior who's still awake and trying to send me his Flight of the Bumblebee song to me on MSN.

Okay... I've to try to finish this Lit crap. See you next time, readers...

Sincerely, Black

I'm finally on the keyboards... I couldn't really touch the computer during the boring holidays. And now, it's finally updating time...

My birthday's coming up! So is Josh's and Abbie's. We celebrated in Dylan's house the day before yesterday. It was a cool sleepover... When we reached there we went to e2max for Lan gaming. Defense of the Ancients and Counter Strike... After that we were supposed to catch a movie but there weren't any nice shows to watch so we went shopping at Heerens... The others played Lan somemore. I just realised that I had only forty bucks all of a sudden. So I couldn't but Funeral of a Friend and Blink 182 at HMV. Sad. Mel and I also shared the cost of an eyeliner which is SO COOL. Josh freaked! My parents don't approve of it though. Geez.

Melly asked me to follow her home to pack her stuff cause we were the ones who were sick of Lan gaming. I don't wanna waste so much money no computer... So we did and her parents were such nice people. They fetched Mel and I straight to Dylan's house when Mel's mum had her leg injured! Nice folks... We started putting the eyeliner on at that place.

We watched School of Rock at Dylan's place which was so funny and cool too... And we ate Ruffles and Jellibeans which were disgusting. And then the others went to sleep while Josh, Abbie and I stayed up to play Poker and Bluff using the disgusting Jellibeans as tokens!! Haha. Funny... After we got bored we played Pokemon pictionary and Hangman. So fun... Josh and Abbie can't draw... Haha.

In the morning I woke up so early to send Ryan off the house. He had to go because of tuition! Bloody hell. Then I had to wait for the others to wake up. We were supposed to go watch a movie like Big Momma's house or something... They woke up at noon!! So annoying. Then we decided to go shopping but Josh had to watch his stupid Lizzie McGuire movie. Mel, Josh and I wanted to go shopping at Thomson Plaza so after the stupid lame dumb weird movie, we took the bus to Thomson Plaza. And from there, I can get home.

I didn't want the party to end! I didn't want to go back to school. School sucks. It's freaking idiotic. And I have a manga class tomorrow. Geezers... I hate school. Hate, hate, hate. The classmates, teachers, homework, exams and the subjects like the bloody Humanities. The only thing that stabs me to look forward to school is Band. I love band. So I guess that's all for today.

I'll try to update as much as i can... Right now I'm eating Salt and Vinegar Lay's chips with chopsticks in front of the screen and I just realised that -- MELLY TOOK THE EYELINER. Ah well.

Sincerely, Black

Today was such a weirdly long day. First there was school which was boring and then I had to stay back for Band. Sir Daniel hasn't even let me play the piccolo! And Sir Jeremy told me not to play the piccolo even though I'm really honoured by that black instrument. *dilemma*

In between Band, I had to go to the Art room to continue modelling my cat model. Claywork. Messy. Bloody annoying, especially. Miss Koh said it had to be hollow inside. Geez... I'm making a cool Devilish Cat with Gigantic wings. So cool. It looks great so far but it only has a wing on. And the goddamn wing looks freakishly weird! Argh. Don't blame me, I do not go for stupid lame art classes. I do casual art, not formal.

Jason went with me to. He made something like an upside down cow lying on its back and then I helped him modify it! Bwahaha. And then it looked like a wonderful piece of art called... The Flame! Thanks to me, right? Ya heard that, Jaggy?!

Now I would like to complain about the Piccolo part again. *ahem* I want my black piccolo now! Now. Now! NOW!! I was so hyped up and happy that I was gonna play the piccolo and now...? Nevermind. I'll follow where fate'll lead me to. Seriously. If I don't get promted by someone to play piccolo, it's okay. When I do, It's okay also.

Zachary was damn weird just now. Like, walk into the band room then take off his unusually bright and *ahem* red shoes (boughtfromhongkong) then he poked me hard on the head and said, "Stupid boy." Damn weird. He even said it in the funny accent like sdoobiboy or something like that. Haha, sorry, Zack-o.

Oh yeah, did i mention? Marcus Lye rejoined Band! Now he channels in between Vocal and Band. His flute playing rocks. And he turned out to be a... Um. really nice guy? Wait, that's wrong. It sounded like an insult if you think about it carefully. Hmm... Aha. I expected him to be nice. But he usually bullies me. Haha.

I had to go to PIE today. So stupid and bogus. Geez...The other bandmates went off to get ready for tonight but i, especially, stayed on to practice. Jiffsen was like, "He stay on leh, I like this kind of "on" juniors." Then Daniel was like, "Yeah but must play correctly!" I mean, Lord of the Dance...! How am i supposed to play that. The high parts I mean. He's so mean. He's not happy with me staying back.

Luke kicked up a fuss about me staying back for Band. GEEZ, Luke. He went, "Why are you here? You're supposed to follow the other Sec Twos you know. It's unfair to them, all for on and one for all. We're supposed to see the progress on these six weeks of practice." Haha, so cheesey, all for one and one for all. Sorry, Luke. (haha)

I have to sign off, it's now a quarter to 2.

Sincerely, sleepily, Black

Well. Mortals out there. They've found love. Not for thee. Anyway, I shall apologize to everyone now: I'm sorry for not replying your smses! My phone's spoilt. So... Yeah. Sorry. I know I'm important but -- Haha, sorry.

Oh, guess what? I'm gonna be promoted to probably Senior Leader in the flute section! I have a Sec 4 senior and two other Sec 2 mates. Oh, plus the new batch of flutists! Three of them. And right now we're learning cool songs...! Now I really really love band. I mean I DO love Band. Yeah. Back on the topic on the promotion of me, myself and I... Sir Wei Sheng, my piccolo senior (he's now in Junior College with Zachary) told me that I would be promoted to SL in flutes and he'd tell Sir Daniel to let me try playing the piccolo. So cool... Thanks to Sir Wei Sheng. He said I could even play better than Sir Daniel!! Whee...!! So excited. Can't wait for band on Tuesday.

I watched I Not Stupid Too yesterday! Was great but not as sad as I thought it would be. No ushers to sponsor tissues for me... Geez. Weird people who work to help. Ugh... I don't really know whether the story has changed or not. Someone tell me. Please... I'm getting mixed up. I thought the Shawn guy was an artist not a blogger...? Anyway, my cheeks hurt from crying prevention. I had to squirk up my face to avoid crying. And my stupid brother kept looking at me to see whether I'm crying or not. Then I had to cover up my face from him. Sheesh.

Today's the last day of the stupid Chinese festive season! Finally. Good riddance, freakishly annoying Chinese New Year. We went to some herbal weird chinese restaurant for our last chinese dinner. Then there Christpher Michael Lee was! What the --- I mean, WHOA, hey, a celebrity in front of me. And then my cousins were going, *squeeksquealsquirm* and I was going, "Huh?" I mean, he is from The Singapore Idol? YEAH. How cool was that? Well, he's fat and he can't sing well. Too bad... Got his autograph.

Okay, guess I shall end here. I have some homework to complete. Spelling and I've to find the meanings for the words there. So... See you mortals next time!

Unlovingly Valentinelessly, Black

As a new bornt bloody bodied baby, you can't do anything but cry and cry annoyingly. Well... What can you do, anyway, right? You can't walk or anything. As a toddler you try to walk but keep failing. You try to speak but you have no speech sewn into your flesh.

Once you're a child, you have to know your alphabets, basic words and your numbers. You 're still unable to write a letter or anything thus making your brain as useless as a maggot's home. You finally halfway into teenhood and you start getting tests, exams and homework.

Teenager, you get streamings and major examinations. And in late teenhood, more streamings and examinations. Isn't this wonderful...? When you're already a young adult you work even more like having to take part-time jobs and stuff.

When you're a matured adult, you work full-time instead. As you grow older, you cannot handle the stress you're handling with currently. When... You are old, you... How do I say this. You become weaker therefore unabling yourself to work at all. Retirement age. Seventy years old (about there) . You're bones are so weak and you skin starts to flake off your meat. You can barely move and you get sick easily. What happens after that?

You go to Hell to suffer more.

Gratefully happy to give you your life's information, Black

P.S. This is what i made up. I did not copy this from some other people.
I am original and shall never be unoriginal!

Okay. Christmas is over and I'm grateful that it's over... Finally, right? And now comes along another season when you sit around doing nothing. But the problem is - This festive time is when we travel around and sit aroung doing nothing. Sad case.

I've finally decided to open my windows. They're practically the best in the house despite being the highest and the closest to the sun. It's the attic, it is. I've folded some paper pinwheels and stuck them at my window and they spin crazily.

My Uncle's staying in my house - my room - for a reeeeeally long while. He brought a computer up to my room! Glory me. And now my room is much smaller that he's moving in. But good thing the computer's here. The temple across the field is emitting stupid puffs of black smoke and the wind is bringing those arrogant molecules into my room... Tch. Religious places.

Currently, I'm waiting for the people of the world to come to my all wonderful attic! It is quite awesome, honestly. I hang so much stuff around my room... Oh look who's here. I'd better go reluctantly greet those mortals.

To note: Cross Mahagony Blessing on Gabriel

Sincerely, Black

Okay, I admit I'm not going on the internet and blogging lately so I'm really sorry for not updating my blog! Seriously. And my fantastically strict parents don't really let me touch the computer. No allowance. No going-out. No phone. Well, I have to admit that I've been on the phone conferencing and stuff for really long hours...

Anyway,I've got my black Timberland boots from taiwan but they're too pointy. Ah well, make do. Still no gloves and robe. Wished Singapore was cold or something. Then oak tree could grow here making it easier for me to collect oak sap.

Hong Kong with my Band was fun. I loved it and I made lots of senior and same age friends there... Terence, Zachary, Justin and all... I really love Band!! I'm glad I'd joined it.

My Christmas presents SUCKED. I hated Christmas. It was bloody dead boring!! Ugh. Glad it's over. Not expecting this year's Christmas to be better. I want Josh, Dom, Ryan, Kuan Yue, Alex, Kevin, Dylan to stay in my house for Christmas! It's okay. My birthday's coming. I can invite them then. Unless my parents disagree. Geez.

Okay, now my maid's bugging me to get off the computer cause my mother is angry with me for using it, I WONDER WHY. Bloody Hell. Sayonara!! Sonic is teaching me Japanese now. How exciting. He's telling me crap on the computer...

Sincerely, Black

Can't wait for Christmas! I want my new pair of boots!! It seems that only ladies boots are around these places. So dumb... I want some biker boots. And black gloves! And a long robe...

I'm going Hong Kong with my band in December and it's gonna be cold. So I need these stuff. I'm supposed to Tokyo with them but it was cancelled... Sad. I love everything Japanese! Did I say that before? Anyway, decided that I'm taking Jap in Sec three... I wanna refurnish my room. i love home decorating...

The IKEA 2006 magazione has come out already and it looks like the furniture has been flourishing... Waiting for my presents!! Until then...

Sincerely, Black

YEAH! Count down to Halloween: threetwoone... HALLOWEEN!! Friends came over to my house at around 5 or something. Painted my nails black (what?! don't give me that look!) for this occassion. At 11 went back to old school with Josh and then to Orchard road to buy Halloween stuff with people staring at me. Like...

5 glass bottles (for storing hair)
2 brown Voodoo cloth (*evilgrin*)
a maniquin (how d'you spell it?) for guiding me with comic drawing

Those are from an Art shop. Next stop... HMV! Wanted to buy Good Charlotte (one of favourite Band) The Young and the Hopeless but it was twenty-eight bucks! Then I wanted to buy Ryan Cabrera's new album (Whazzename?) but I was short on money. So I just left Ryan there... Then it was on to Thomson Plaza. Now that's where I bought Ryan Cabrera. It's much cheaper too. They don't have Good Charlotte The Young and the Hopeless... Ah well.

Gonna stay up aaaaaaall night playing Kingdom Hearts One on Dylan's Play Station 2. So cool... See ya!

Halloweenishly, Black

Bleugh!! Exams have finished and holidays have begun. Bloody internet, it can't work! Geez... So I can't update my blog! Sorry guys! But now, I'm back! With Viddy the Voodoo Doll... Halloween's tomorrow... Can't wait. It's when rituals, Tarot readings, curses and rune blessings work the most... So i'll be busy tonight!

I'm having a sleepover too. Too bad Singapore doesn't celebrate Halloween... If not we'd be out Halloweening... Haha. Fun. Black fingernails out to scare people... Just get chucked into the gloomy shadows of my attic... Haha. How dramatic...

There's practically nothing to do around my house. Eating Marshmallows now... Pork fat.

Sincerely, Black